Holidays

I really dont want to go back home like what I'm doing now. Cause I have one week left in the school with 0812. I really want to repeat this year, 2012. I really do. EED and HKSBP Hoki especially. No. The whole year with Euphoria bandgirls. One more time please. I'm not even ready yet to let them go. Kak Wani, Kak Nina and Kak Ecah especially. They're just so kind. Kak Wani will be the hardest part. Yes. She is the reason for my tears. Yes, she is. Siapa lagi nak curi diary aku? Siapa lagi nak pakai selipar besar"? Siapa lagi nak jerit nama aku macam setahun tak jumpa? Siapa lagi nak baca botol aku, desperate? Siapa lagi nak cakap aku macam budak kecik? Siapa? No one will. Because you are who you are. And I love that. No one will be just like you. No one. Any time nampak Euphoria bandgirls, I feel like crying. Thinking of you girls might won't go to OUR annual dinner, bandnite, was just so frustrating. You might don't believe me but yes, I'm crying. What a disaster my life is. We faced our times together through out the whole year and now, we're losing you girls and MAYBE the last time we're together as bandgirls was on 23/10/2012. Make it 31/10 at least. Not yesterday. Please don't. "Form 1 this year tough", Thank you for that Kak Qis. But I'm not really tough to face this. Why now? Like seriously why now? I'm falling into tears and I'm not okay. I'm NOT. I need my best listener right now. Shark, Kak Tasha, Ija, Farah, Nash, Tera.

2012 is the best year with Euphoria bandgirls and it ends with tears. I'm NOT OKAY.

By the way. Thank you Kak Qis jadi partner dorm8 balik lambat (Y) My Dooodolls is much cuter than yours. Be jelly. Thank you jugak sebab saeng letak barang. Lol. Haha x)